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No one's PERFECT... I've got baggage.	Life's too short babe, time is flying... I'm looking for baggage that goes with mine.

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Name: Alicia Anne+
Gender: Female

Interests: :::::As I watch tears roll down from your unhindering eyes/All I can think of is our binding ties/You look at me to give you a consoling word/And all I can think is that my love for you is absurd/And without a thought I walk away/My heart won't be able to feel today/Say my name and I won't hear you/Because we aren't one anymore but two/Say your name and I will break/But even now it is too late/Let go of what cannot be/All you ever asked for was me/We were never meant to touch lips/You and I just don't mix/Our hearts are too different to open to each other/All we ever wanted to do was take cover/You were never meant to look into my eyes/And I was never meant to see her lipstick or hear your lies/So watch me walk away and know what you lost/Look back at the memories and what your actions cost/I will never think twice and never cry/Because you never loved me it was always a lie:::::
Expertise: I am good at reading most people. I use to be bad at it... but each heartache and each lost friend shows me more about people. I know how to manipulate... and I know how to hurt you. But, unless you do it first... I won't. And once you do, I will never stop. *_*

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Member Since: 1/13/2004

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

	i hurt. all over. Jack is killing what i used to be.
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

me last night that he is IN love with me.

God I love him.

Jack is amazing. My mom told me sunday she is kicking me out this fri... i say fuck you mom.

I am moving in with Jackie in Tecumseh. I dont know for how long but I will get to see Jack more often! lol.

Mmm... other than that... i love him. I love love love love love him.

<3 Alicia Anne

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

When you have everything you want and need... is it still enough? Old things old feelings come into play from the past and those are things you have to let go of or follow... I'm happy and content with what I have... it is great... but what if everything I have is great... but not as great as something that could be greater? Would I even care for the something greater? I don't think so. All of my life right now is slowly but surely starting to make sense... starting to come together... and go somewhere... and I don't want that to change. I enjoy love... I enjoy having someone to love me... and I love Jack.

I'm so confused in thought and in heart right now. What if I am never enough for him? What if I am never good enough for him? What if I don't change? What if I change too much... my heart and my soul are the same as they always have been and always will be. He has such a good heart but not as good as mine when it comes to certain things... will that hinder me? Or him? Or either... or both of us? don't know... these are all questions I have unanswered.

I WANT marriage... I want kids... I want the happy suburb life... I want a cat and a dog... I want a home... I want the life that everyone else dreams of... but I also want fame... I want stardom... I want the stage so much that I can taste it... I want to sing, dance, act... I want to be something other than a house wife... but with my life the way it is leading right now I wont have that... but then again i think maybe that is a good thing cause i would never make it anyway...

God...

All I know for sure in my life right now...

I do love him.

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Saturday, November 11, 2006

	I like Jason Patrik Kingsland
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Sunday, April 23, 2006

Well, today is my year and one month anniversary with Kyle. And last night I told him about what happened with Burns... and when I did he hung up on me and so this morning he had one of his friends call me and tell me that he is very hurt and he isn't going to call me, see me, or write me until I write him and that all he asked was for me to be faithful to him.... And that he feels like my love for him is fading away.

I told the guy to tell him fuck that shit because it was shitty as fuck for him to have someone else call me on our anniversary and say that shit.

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